I just feel numb. I can't believe my sweet Jenny is gone. Everything happened so fast. I don't even know what to write in this moment, but I feel enormous pain. I will write more later, but just know that the Ross family still needs your prayers. Thank you.
Any information you'll need to know is posted on the carepage.
https://www.carepages.com/carepages/JennyBizaillionUpdates
It will be streamed live at 1 pm on the website below.
www.livestream.com/rhchurch
Josh will be doing most of the service.
Jesus, I still believe in you. You are still God and I trust you will hold me in the midst of all this pain. I wish you didn't trust me to mourn for your glory. I'm gonna need some major strength on this one. Give me the strength, wisdom and discernment to be what my husband needs of me today, tomorrow and the days to come.
-Kayci
19 comments:
we will continue to pray, Kayci.
as a wife of someone who lost a brother, i will pray specific things for you along this journey of grief and support.
I can't imagine your pain, Kayci. I will pray for strength & peace today, tomorrow, and the days to come.
Thanks for sharing the link. I love you.
Kayci, know that you are loved and prayed over constantly. May God give you the strength you need for each moment as you and Josh and your family grieve and miss Jenny. May you feel His arms holding you up. Love you friend.
Praying....will be praying for Josh tomorrow as he does what no brother should ever have to do. Will be praying for the rest of this precious family that I, like so many, have grown to love dearly.
In my heart and in my prayers, sister in Christ.
My dear dear friend! I'm continuing to pray for you and Josh (and the entire family). I can't imagine the pain that you must be feeling right now. I will being praying that God will give you and Josh strength, peace and grace like you have never experienced it. Hopefully, I will get to watch the service tomorrow, but if not, know that I am always with you in spirit. You, Josh and the boys are loved so very much!
I will be praying...when I met him, Jonathon and Jenny 21 years ago, I knew those kids were going to grow into amazing people! He is still protecting her, isn't he? Making sure the world knows the Jenny he and his family have always known. I know it will be hard but so moving. Wish I could be there to hug.
Karise Cheatham
Oh, Kayci, my heart is hurting for you. Know that the Ross/Bizaillion families still have our prayers! It seemed like every other song I heard on klove today made me think of y'all . . . Hold My Heart, Let the Waters Rise, Save a Place for Me, How Can I Keep from Singing, Your Hands, etc. I won't be able to come tomorrow because of work, but I'll definitely be praying for all of you, and especially for Josh during the service - that God will give him the words to say and the strength to say them. I know He is holding your hearts close tonight. Love you!
Sweet girl. God will give you exactly what you need to cope. That is my prayer as well. I found this comment our sweet Jenny put on my blog in 2005, maybe it will help you as it did me:
I am so sorry you are hurting! But you are soo right, God does so much work through our pain. I don't understand and never will but it is truth. He knows what places to take us and how to take us there to get our utmost attention. God WILL use you! Your example will be His witness. I am praying for your perseverance and your focus and for Satan to keep his lousy rear out of your business:)
I love you Kayci, my new found friend!
Paige
Kayci,
You are on my heart and have been over the last few weeks. I've prayed, and will continue, for you and Josh specifically. My heart breaks for all of you losing Jenny. I love you two so very much. May He give you both strength tomorrow especially. I'm praying for Josh as he does the service...I can't even imagine. God give you both powerful peace and strength. I know this is a challenging time of filling many roles right now- as you are grieving, supporting Josh, and taking care of your precious boys...know that you are loved so deeply and lifted up in mighty ways today and in the days to come. Love you, praying, praying, praying...don't have the words..
Sweet Kayci,
We are continuing to cover you and your family in prayer. We will continue for the days, months, years to come. I can't even fathom the pain you must feel. God is bigger than the pain, bigger than than anything Satan might try to use against you. I know you know that, just remind yourself when you feel lost. You are an amazing wife and I know God will use you in awesome ways to minister to Josh. Luke and I are so proud of Josh for doing the service, Jenny would be too. Love you girl!
Kayci,
We are and will continue to be praying for you and Josh and the rest of the family.
Jennifer
Kayci,
I am so so sorry for your loss .. I can't imagine how your heart is hurting right now. The story of Jenny has been heartbreaking. I know she must have been an amazing young woman of God and I am sad I didn't get a chance to know her. You know your family has been lifted up in prayer by so many .. I pray for God's comfort and strength to surround you, the Ross family, and the Bizaillion family during this difficult time. Love you.
Cassie
So surreal and so sad. We are praying for your entire family. Josh did a great job today. I can't imagine the pain of you loss.
Love you, sweet girl!
Precious Kayci,
Know that you and your precious Josh, as well as the rest of your family are being bathed in prayer as you walk through this time. I cannot even imagine the pain you are walking through. I am asking that through this season of pain, that the Lord will hold you and your family in the secret place of His sufficiency as you grieve. Josh did such a fabulous job at Jenny's celebration and memorial. I know it was because God was holding him up and the Spirit was given complete access and room to move. I love you and Josh so, so much. Come Lord Jesus!!
I'm so sorry, Kayci. We'll be praying for strength for you and your family during such a sad time.
Kayci, I'm so so sorry. I cannot imagine what y'all are feeling. We will continue praying for you, Josh, and the rest of the family.
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Just checking on your family. I can't believe it has been 1 month. I miss her like crazy. I keep replaying conversations with her in my head. My prayers and thoughts are with you guys.
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